t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .


portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *

je'taime .


the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Wednesday, April 07, 2004

slipping through my fingers.



boo. =) i think i look like a fashion disaster today. hmm. was filled with bittersweet emotions today. haha. saying that i've been on an emotional rollercoaster for the whole of today is an understatement. haha. yeah. met leisha. the royales. [nuer.pts.joell.wei.krys.darling.elton.juli.iverson.beryl] sorry if i missed out anyone!? =\ ahh wells. things just felt nice. hmm. like good old times again. =D thus. i'm happy.




ooooh! i finally gave xiao di his blue emotion refill. in a ULTRA MINATURE form. lol. i hope he dabs it on his pillow. =P that's what its for wad. lol. haha. he owes mee ehhhh huggggg. blee. i miss hugging my darling!! >.< lolx. though i hugged her. like. just. now. =




alright. i gotta run. so peace out. take care? am gonna go trinity for some.. show thingy. ooo. looking forward? kinda. smiles. *hugs u all. loveeeeeeeeeee!







ps. i'm not falling in love. cos i dun wanna. i'ld rather run away. den face it. my heart can take no more..




All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love




hmm. special song.. ha. =) sighs. dierciaishangni. i miss my pl. i miss those times. i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss....








frozen teardrops.

;elysium.
10:46:00 PM



eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .


pl.
kaye.
wei.
xue.
leisha.
keith.
nic.
tenshi.
nurul.
ak*i.
ak.
andreana.
beryl.
gaga.
joyce.
darlindpeiis.
hbg. =)
gii.
ryann.
YF !
liane.
rachhh*ange.
DWONGbao!
germs.
JON !